Emily Simpson is opening up about her physique insecurities following Heather Dubrow‘s style present.
On the Thursday, Sept. 19 episode of The Actual Housewives of Orange County, Emily shared that she felt uncomfortable that her garments had been bigger measurement than the opposite ladies’s apparel finally week’s charity style present. Emily defined that Heather instructed her to carry her personal denims to put on whereas everybody else wore the featured designer’s clothes.
“I truly had somewhat second the place I went into the toilet and I truly cried somewhat bit as a result of I felt like I used to be singled out,” Emily mentioned by way of tears. “I felt like I used to be the lady that couldn’t match into the pants that everybody else had on. It actually killed me.”
“I felt like I wasn’t as small as everybody else,” she added.
Heather instructed Emily that wasn’t her intention. She added that she “has an incredible physique” and recalled a second earlier within the season when she instructed Emily how “fortunate” she was to have “such an incredible butt.”
“I don’t perceive why all these insecurities are popping out now in the direction of me,” Heather mentioned in her confessional.
Whereas Emily assured Heather she didn’t assume she “would do something malicious,” she shared that she had labored arduous to get the physique she has and Heather giving her giant clothes was offensive.
“I believed I used to be providing you with a starring position,” Heather interjected, noting that Emily had three modifications whereas a lot of the different women solely had two.
“I’m so unhappy that you simply really feel that approach,” Heather mentioned and Emily countered, “I didn’t even really feel good within the costume as a result of Alexis [Bellino] was in the identical costume.”
Katie Ginella then chimed in to say that Emily was in a measurement 12 costume, whereas Alexis was in a measurement 2. Earlier within the episode, Emily clarified to Jenn Pedranti and Katie at lunch that she is “not a measurement 12,” and Alexis’ costume “match her completely.”
“I nonetheless really feel like Heather appears to be like at me as the large lady,” Emily confided in them as they reassured her she wasn’t being “unreasonable.”
“That’s not my fault!” Heather later mentioned and added in a confessional, “That’s not honest. I’ve information for you, the costume was tight on Emily, it wasn’t too massive.”
Emily continued to query Heather, who mentioned, “I’ve apologized, however you simply need to preserve coming after me.”
“I’m not coming after you, I’m simply speaking about myself,” Emily replied.
When Emily insisted Heather by no means actually gave “an apology,” Alexis defended her, and Emily yelled, “You shut up!”
“I’m not gonna shut up, you simply introduced me into this,” Alexis mentioned, prompting Emily to name her “a wackadoodle.”
Emily then tried to drag Heather apart, however Heather was hesitant as a result of Emily had already introduced the difficulty up in entrance of the group.
“Cease being impolite to me,” Heather mentioned.
“You’re the one being impolite,” Emily quipped. “You’re being chilly and also you’re being condescending.”
When Heather instructed Emily to “be quiet for a second,” Emily as an alternative instructed Heather to “f–– off” as she rotated and received prepared to go away.
Over on the opposite facet of the home, Alexis revealed that she “already” felt “damaged” with the authorized drama between boyfriend John Janssen and castmate (and John’s ex) Shannon Beador, who had been concerned in a lawsuit on the time.
“I’m at my lowest level proper now,” Alexis mentioned.
When all the ladies reconvened within the kitchen, they started yelling over one another, and Gina determined it was lastly time for her and Emily to go away.
“You’re not concerned on this — you’re a pal,” Emily mentioned to Alexis on her approach out, referring to her standing on RHOC. “Shut the f–– up!”
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The Actual Housewives of Orange County airs Thursdays at 9 p.m. ET/PT on Bravo.